I'm selfishly missing his love
and selflessly needing to help
I'll do anything to distract myself
if it will make it better

June 29 11:34 pm

…It’s a first best friend

the first time you have fun that you don’t have to pay for

skipping endless rocks on the river next to daria, or sam your best friend

riding uncool bikes somewhere that no one else goes

we smoked on the top of the world Hailey, Idaho

back porch, Ketcum Idaho

Now, the 4 states range my river playground

I will travel and play and stop to rest on a shoulder

I will find contentment in the mirror, even if it’s a mirror of a rest stop in between

I will get clean in the water of the world and I will bathe in your love wherever I go

When you leave me and let me go

I’ll see your face in the blue sky clouds of the moon

The moon we shared a sleepless night

together or apart

when the moon was shining bright

I love you like I love being free

Intoxicating liberating unbridled uncaring

Irresponsible love

And I hope it never change

You be you and I’ll be me

I’ll see you in the bass of the moon

Youll see me dancing languages of the earth

Its realizing that when something you need like the aire, can smell great too

And you can have your love, and kiss him too.

Listening to: Old Man Markley (new band) and Olin Singles Club Vol.2

I dont get life and I think about death a lot.

Not suicide, just death.

I would like to die because of an animal.
it doesn't matter what kind of animal
that would be ideal though