the hard way

Just trying to make enough friends to have a good turn out to my funeral! 

"life is short
despite of your plans
so tell the girls they're pretty while you can"
listening to: lucero

no traffic, no trees

 I don't know what exactly, but this picture captured something interesting happening.  There are so many ways to read into it.

Last night made my dreams come through
My little girl big girl dreams were made real
When I became exactly who I 've always wanted to be.  last night
I've made friends who make my life so rich and colorful.  Friends of all ages, who treat me as an equal, I am one of them. A grown up perhaps...nahh

I've reunited with my best friend, I feel a piece of my being back in its place
It feels natural and right and I can't stand to listen to what other people think
Things are so clear, in some ways right now
What's clear is how I feel. and that's hard to find sometimes.

Its easy to say this is the best time of my life.

this is the best time of my life.

 

he's back in my life and it feels right

wow, I guess this is the part in life where I learn to forgive

which, sounds fine and easy

but it wasn't until just now that I realized I've never had to do it before

never really

Maybe I wasn't before, but I am ready to forgive now

I am in my happy place

listening to: utter silence &and my stomach gurgling its hungry