Wednesday, September 9, 2009

It was Tom Gabel

from against me!
who told me today that it is okay to feel off
these feelings of being inside and out of control
these crusty glue eyelashes from tears i don't know why
love is leaving for a long time and I feel it in my energy centers
fucking hippy chakras
I burn knowing that I have to go to work now
it was fun being a kid
playing outside until mom calls me in
kissing as a dare, and chasing flashlights
it was fun being in love
and I can't wait to see you again 
but i have to remember what I wanted to do before you were in the picture
no, you are more than IN the picture
you are the picture
I can't do these things with you here
I can't do anything else with you here
and Im afraid that you wont write
because sometimes you forget to eat
and drink water
so why would you write me letters





listening today: The Velvet Underground