This is the culprit.
This is what makes me stir at night
When it's full, so is my mind, with anxiety dreams
and emotional emotions.
It always manages to surprise me too.
I need to plan my life around this moon.
When it's full I'll run away
to realize my revelation.
love bums me out.
I'm not sleeping right now, because these worthless thoughts are keeping me up. For once my apartment is quiet, and now my head is the loud thing keeping me awake.
I am excited to be a badass barista. I can't wait to be a perfectionist and make beautiful coffee and make people happy. Is that weird?
Read this book:
... it has nothing to do with will smith, I promise.
but it will change your life.
Why the fuck do I even have a blog? I have nothing good to say somedays. I keep holding myself back from deleting it for some reason, so maybe it will be of purpose someday.
I can't stop listening today: "Grey Britain" by Gallows
