On the bikeride home

From the tattoo house

I had a thought that I might get hit by a car.

and in this moment I was comforted

because if I died, all my family members would know that

"The Universe is Unfolding as it Should"

they would know that because I just had it tattooed on my body

and it would be a beautiful reminder

and then maybe they would love it as I love it.

They don't know about it.

no one does.

I've never been afraid to die

and thats not just me trying to be stoic.

I really embrace death, at least for myself

death is like getting a tattoo

It only hurts once

and lasts forever

so, why not?

The thought of other people dying

some other people

ruins me

I don't like to think about it actually.

not even a little bit.

I have a piece of desiderata on me forever.

I'll show you my tattoo when I am good and ready
but right now, its just for me.

I love having music dorks for friends
I am a music dork lover.
because i don't have the skills necessary to be a nerd
i.e. computer skills, and psychic ability when it comes to new music
I do check punknews.org as often as my email
but thats the scope


I am exactly where I want to be
on the right exit to where I want to be
I enjoy this lifelong roadtrip.
I stop sometimes at national parks, world wonders
ill stay for a couple days
other times I stop at ugly gas stations.
they are toxic and I feel ill for awhile
there is nothing to be said for the scum of america.

What I will be listening to today: duh, all the Lucero that my music nerd friends surfaced.